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Suzanna Wong

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
+.+ Some ppl just sux +.+

Ya i know i have been slacking again and not blogging lol..

Went to Chinese Garden with baby weeks ago, the theme of it is HELLO KITTY!! Hehe.. Pictures will be uploaded when im free.. All i can say is NICE!!

Anyway went for WGT few days ago.. Sux!! I gotten fb for 2 games lol =( emo!!
I guess partly because i haven been playing for days before compy and what's more i have been GGC Pub even if i play.. Lol.. i guess i didn't touch matches for months since then.. During some parts of the game i might be lost which haven happen to me for quite some time =( LOST!! But then all i can say is i did my best.. I'm just pissed for some other reasons..

YET!!

I haven touch Dota since then, i have been hiding in WOW-ing recently.. Damn fun i seriously miss playing wow so much, been whining for months that i wanne play back wow and YES im finally back playing..

FARKING SAD!!

My WL left 45s -.- cb cannot even farking fly and farm money on that server, no choice but to transfer to my current server soon cause its like $35 =( Can someone donate $$ to me so i can transfer =x

Although im lvling a new character now cause pei baby ma but then i will be playing my WL when wotlk is out perhaps there are just so much memories and achievement i have done for my lock, the only thing sucky right now is i have to farm 5k for my epic flying mount and my lock doesn't have much item after i quit like 1yr plus or 2yr.. WOW changes alot although its still the same game T_T, so much to learn..

Thanks Sag for the kind donation ^^ Anw those people who are playing on the same server as me please kindly donate some money to me =( pls..

Although im happy that im able to get back playing wow but at the same time im farking unhappy when im playing cause i didn't like baby frend as his very zhi yi wei shi -.- fark up attitude but didn't say anithing cause he is his frend but then im glad his only playing during weekends and after 6pm onwards for weekdays.. If ur not his frend i won't even be bother with you, i would rather lvl and do stuff myself.. Sometimes thinking back should i just quit and play back dota!!

But then i have lost interest for dota and at the same time my parents are kp-ing abt me playing comptitive so i might be quitting soon.. See how things goes ba..

I guess if u go NS i won't even play with him, like u mention not everyone can tahan his attitude but sry im 1 of them. I would rather use my lock to power lvl baby character, the most i don't play my character nia. Why must i pay to get myself angry? I just wanne enjoy my game but yet it just sux...

Just because u have tier3 u have to hao lian you very lihai -.- cb if i haven quit u think my items won't > urs!! I FARKING PLAY LONGER THEN U!! Even my old guild mates are not so fark up like u, glad that they are on the same server as me and they might be joining back the guild soon when Wotlk out..

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:04 AM]




Thursday, September 11, 2008
+.+ FEELS LIKE DYIN +.+

Went to school to settle the payment and some other stuff but at the same time i gotten food poisoning... Feeling really weak right now and ended up skipping training once again -.-

Hais why am i always falling ill so easily... WHY!?

Hen xin ku la Zzz, running up and down to the toilet to vomit and diarrhea..

Ate 6 tablets already!! Farking hate tablets >.<

I wanne buy the rabbit at the flower shop outside evo =( till now aso hai mei you mai T_T

Hope i feel better tml so im able to go chinese garden with baby!!

Hao xin ku!! JIU MING!!

I WAN DEAR DEAR NOW!! T_T

With ♥ From Suzanna [8:54 PM]




+.+ HAIS +.+

Overslept once again but still make it to bugis with baby.. Had gosu food for dinner and later on went around to shop but found nothing.. Baby brought 2 T-shirt..

Feeling really down today...
- First baby lost my stuff in the toilet and by the time we went back its gone..
- 2nd I receive the letter from the management and emo answers i received, i suppose i expected that more or less..

Words are beyond description of how i'm feeling right now, im soooooooooooooooooo downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn and i thought he would pei me to make me feels better but can't blame him he haven slp since last nite..

This lonely and painful nite was diffcult to even pass by for me but I'm glad Kenchi and Suxkura was there to accompany me for games.. Can't help it but laugh at their conversation, its just so funni lol.. Thanks although farking sux that Suxkura keep dc -.-

Lose 2 games and won 1..

The songs made me more emo Zzz, totally no mood to play Zzz


Some cbs bm me cause we lost the game and they claim that no Hengky u gonna lose the whole nite.. Zzz!! Bm-ing had been so happening in my life recently because of all those lan games.. So play with the rite ppl during the rite game..

I got the urge to quit competitive dota soon maybe there are just too much stress and at the same time commitment.. It's not easy..

Need to find a job soon!! Haiss life sux i should live in MSIA!!

Damn tired but yet i can't get myself to sleep... too emo!!

PS: FARKING HATE SUXKURA, GO IRRITATED ME FOR NOTHING Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz CB

LF DOTA MATES FOR MIDNITE - MORNING DOTA!!

With ♥ From Suzanna [5:12 AM]




Monday, September 08, 2008
+.+ ANSWERS ARE NEARER HOW?! +.+

Everyone had move on with life be it working or studying but yet im still stuck here...

Haisss...

I just dono what i want in life!!

At the same time the management haven't send me the letter to reconfirm my status... Yet going back or not seems to freak me out too, there are just too much i can handle..

The process of waiting is killing and stressing me up perhaps thats why i always flare up easily.. When the answers get nearer the fear in you seems to grow even scarier..

Perhaps no 1 even understand how much stress i am having right now, sometimes i just wish i can just disappear..

This few days i have been dota-ing till the next afternoon and yet waking up at night.. I seriously wanne farking get out of my house but yet i hate it when you haven sleep and accompany me out feeling sleepy it just makes me Zzzz..

Don't know ba i just feel sad and i guess i'll just have to stay home for the rest of the week to dota my life away.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzz


LIFE FARKING SUX

With ♥ From Suzanna [11:09 PM]




Sunday, September 07, 2008
+.+ I THINK MY BLOG FARKIN COOL +.+

I'm back ^^

Let's start off with me complaining =)


TEAM AG

Well i didn't have anything against them until they made me damn kan bu qi them..

-Someone paste me the chat that EclipzE- bm NyX in #dzl and yes i bm them back in game feeling so bu fu qi and later on he apologise for what he said and told us we misinterpret his meaning.. I thought everything was over but yet..

- Someone told me that they went to complain to Dotapapa about dN* bm them.. lol? I was the one who bm you so don't drag dN* in.. You bm us first and yet being so sore and complain to others that others bm u? If you didn't even started bm-ing others do you think others will have the chance to bm you for nothing? and i farking told you the last was a pub?

Liked i said i have nothing against TEAM AG but yet you won a ger team feeling really proud? and at the same time bm us makes u feel very honorable? Seriously i really look down on you guys..

I shall not mention the name but yet its the person in that team..

xx said: just now i won lsc sia!!

When there was only Hengky, i suppose 1 more lsc player, me and the others are pub and he claim he won lsc?! wow? But if u really pk them i think u guys don't even stand a chance =) I forgot to mention this is a PUB GAME not MATCH..

I guess there will be lots of unwanted comments or whatever after my blog is published but yet i seriously feels that i needed to blog it out to show others how sore some guys can get..


Back to life:

The management haven send me the letter and yet im feeling really worried and lost at this point of time..

  • Training last week
  • Prawning with baby.. (lots of catch)

Forget to mention about this person that i wanne kp..

No wonder you and xx are friends, no wonder he always dote on you.. You are just another xx no different.. Even its me who ask you to do so then u also have a farking brain to think if the words you said are too much? Don't just pin point at us that we ask you to do so.. Xiao hai zhi jiu shi xiao hai zhi.. Beside whining what else can you do? Still need people to babysit you..

Lazy to blog..

till then..

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:19 AM]